feeling depressed again.

SOBSSSS.
i think....
im not that lucky nowww.
today,
miss tan met me.
she told me something about next year thingyy. * sorry. its private to tell it out here*
then, i told her that im resigning .
and she persuaded me and asked me not to quit.
she said that she wanna see me in prefectorial board next yearr. *cries*
so....
there's no chance for me to resign ANYMOREeeee. *sobs
im afraid..
afraid that next three years..
i'll be suffering alot.
like this year.
since i got the post as the head prefect,
i knew that i cant handle it properly.
maybe the board will "lam" because of me ?
GOSHHH.
i just want to be a normal school prefect.
i dont want any high post like THIS YEAR.
i want people to order me, not that i order them.
i dont want to order them ! i dont want ! i really dont want ! i dun like it too !
being a normal prefect is 100x better than being a head prefect. seriously.
well, this is just my opinion. only mine. im not sure whether u guys out there agree with me or not... perhaps, you're not, or you are.
and..
fyi,
im a girl who loves to SS with my buddies.
being a prefect cant really SS that lot...
unless when im having guides activity..

i have alot of SS partner by my side.
so,
MISS CHING WEI,
u're one of it..
so,
puhleaseeee. dont shift to other school, plz.
i need you to SS along with me.
YES. i really do.
SS with you is REALLY FUN =)
*i noe that u're smiling all the way now^^ *
sooo,
im hoping that MR. LEE, aka ur dad.
wont allow you to shift =)
MR LEE, SAVE US! i mean ME ! hahahhaa.

*chatting with kakak sue may really FUN! *